for my little CLOUD...

Little cloud,
It is just a story.

It hurts to me knowing that you're sad.

Please...don't think that I'm so sad.
Please...don't take the story too serious.

My little cloud,I am fine.
Be brave, ... cos I miss your smiling face.

A+ .... matters

Yes
"A+" matters...

Yesterday, I felt drained out doing my exams...
Then I told myself that
"What if I just expect for some big 'C's instead of 'A's ?"

Why not?
I like "C" the best anyway....

So I gave up struggling hard and started to feel good..

....

Finally I laughed at myself....
Cos above all, I understand myself too much....

"MEL has been far too used to "A".... since she was called FISH."

I confess that I was SELFISH.

Haven't taken any notice to anyone in this summer.
You are the exception.

Though in the end,
I find out I know nothing about you .

All that I am sure about is your name.
Yes, I woke and realised that your name was JH.

I should not have been so stupid
and tried so hard to make another P out of you....

I confess that I was selfish.
What may be sad to us is that
the real "you" have never been in my head.

What might have been true is -
P has made my world big enough for all the tears and laughters;
You have made my world small enough for all the scares and loneliness.

I didn't gain anything,
and I guess you never lost anything.
Cheer up!
You will get over it anyway.

my little N told me these after school today ....

"You know, when I'm really sad, I'll be smiling.... just like now."

Yes....
When I am extremely happy,
I'll be crying....falling into the extreme sadness.

the CND

Being isolated on the lonely beach...

Years ago
we decided to move in the deep mountains someday
where we would have plenty of food and water, internet and electricity
though no one could ever reach us

What's easter all about?
Any festival for me is just a pain
Cos all of you have fallen away....

Wish you were here

> THE VELVET UNDERGROUND <

How much pain an image can lead to...

Pure or sophisticated?
It is never the matter.

Because we can be pure and knowing nothing,
or be pure and knowing everything.

The so-called 'being sophisticated' ,
is just the stage in between the two kinds of 'being pure'.

"Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. "

I'm not as tough as you think after all...
It's been only a painful escape for me.
The truth is that I don't wanna stay here..
and on the other hand, I am too frightened to go back...

I know it is my fate,
and only myself is actually responsible for it.
Though without you,
I would have died a thousand times ...

....
Tonight,
when I felt like dying,
you saved me again.

for my little A B C D E....G & L....

Be true to others

Be responsible to yourself.

"Frankie likes to be lonely"

It's not a question of love,
but always a question of value - "worth it or not?"

Sounds too realistic and pessimistic?
..but we all knew it at the very beginning..

It's impossible for people to live alone..
..but it's just good to be lonely sometimes.. ..

i used to cut my hair short.

Dec. 06 @ cns

Melody's done a GOOD JOB tonight! YEA!!

Heavy memories
Heavy rain

Little concert
Little hall

Nice audience
Nice play


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Before then,
I was watching the horrible rain pouring down.
I told myself that I was definitely not gonna disappoint my audience...

Yea.
I did it...
Short n sweet 'High Mountain and Flowing Water'.

Wish u were there.
Cuz' u would have been proud of me.
=)

My little P, I kept doodling ur name on my exe.book in school today...

One day, I'm gonna send this song to u.
How 'romantic' we've been all these years...haha =)

Really miss u.

Thanks n best wishes from df.

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Coca, I'm fine
by: My Little Airport

I am so sorry I have no time to call u
I've been so busy recently n I don't want
Do u recall the park where we've spent for whole night
We walked n talked till the sunrise

Public exam is coming
U've got to be hardworking
U should not be as lazy as I am being
I'll always stay by u so don't be afraid
Though I can't give u any note

Coca coca
If u still remember me
Just call me when you are free

yu is on the paper today...

The day after tomorrow,
again,
I will be on the stage.

When was I last be on the stage?
Anyway, I can still recall
all our melodious, shinning old school days.

Sing, plunk and listen-
Let's call back yesterday,
come with me and play.

heard this. share.

Everything passes.
Nobody gets anything for keeps.
And that's how we've got to live.


--Haruki Murakami

Bridget Jones's Dairy

Bridget: Wait a minute, nice boys don't kiss like that। 　　

Darcy: oh, yes, they fxxxing do! 　　

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He even swears nicely ;P